i'll rest on it

do you know that feeling of when you're at a party and all your closest friends have a significant other or at least someone they share feelings with and you tend to do your own thing, be it smoke cigarettes outside or hang out around the drinks? i dont understand. well, i kind of do. i fucked up my social tact a long time ago thanks to depression. i can't hold a conversation for the life of me, or at least whats left of it. i'm weird, and its hard getting to know me now. i have a few friends who know me, but deep down inside you feel like you can't completely relate. i'm not certain at all how i should go about my ways. everyday i hope a little bit more that there is a reset button on me somewhere so i can just fucking...

identity crisis